Past

Chanced upon one of my older blogs while I was having steamboat alone this morning. This particular blog was set up in my oldest e-mail and I have since lost its password (and never had the time to figure it out). Therefore, it was left untouched when I was doing damage control in August. This blog had our oldest memories in it, and it was startling to read everything from when we first started. Right before you made stupid friends who like to convince you that you are afraid of me and tell you that you should not be, and before some naive classmate of yours thought she had a chance with you right after we were on an off-period in our relationship. We had our own demons to deal with then, but we were untainted.

To see the amount of sugar I could present in the form of words for us in the past, and the anger and injustice I project into what I have to say of us now, is heartbreaking. We used to be so much better.